Thursday, December 22, 2005

Realization

Recently I realized something. Not only am I the only black person at the service desk, but I am the only single person at the desk, and I am the only guy at the desk. I don't have a problem with two of the three, but it sucks being single up there. Four out of the six are married, and the other two are engaged. I mean is this a family oriented service desk or what. I feel like the black sheep, or a defect in the perfect item. Not that I haven't tried to be with anyone. I was interested in one of my co-workers at the desk. I actually/finally mustered up enough courage to ask her out, but I was too late. I found out that one of our co-workers (now former co-worker) had already beat me to the punch. This is alright though, because I think he is a better person, a better man than I am. I think he is meant to be with her, and he makes her happy. As long as she is happy, I am happy for her. I guess that's all that matters right. Someday...I guess.

3 comments:

Stephaine said...

"This is alright though, because I think he is a better person, a better man than I am."

Don't make me come out there and smack you. I only know you from reading your journals, but from what I've read you are a genuinely nice person. Don't ever put yourself down.

Chris said...

Yeah....what Stephanie said. You come across so suave and sincere on here that I know women are interested in you. Let me guess, you have told yourself that girls don't like you because they are only interested in bad boys, right? I used to think that and I ended up with the best woman ever. Hang in there, man. You'll get yours and you'll be glad you did!

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Ari said...

You're such a sweetheart. I don't think he's a better man at all! I'll go beat him up and you take the girl, deal?

Ari