Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Rule #2: Express Yourself!

Now that I think about it, all of these rules are going to be tough.

I always hold back how I truly feel. Never expressing what I really think, while I put my head down. It may be a good thing when I am at work when I deal with customers, but it's not good when it comes to my personal/social existence. I just bottle things up and and just say Amen. When the truth is, I would rather Agree to Disagree.

If my vision of how the world looks differs from another person's, shouldn't it be my right as a living, breathing, human being to voice my opinion.

For example, there was that time when my Step-mom and my Dad were arguing over scrabble. They were arguing about a word being miss-spelled. I got frustrated and I was about to get out of my chair to go to my room, but my dad yelled at me and told me to sit down. I wanted to tell them to stop, that it was just a game, but I just sat there and dealt with it. I wondered if my dad even remembered that when I was younger, I witness my mom's former boyfriend beating her.

I always put other peoples feelings first, before mines. NO More!

I have to lift my head up and look into that person or persons eyes and say what I think PROUDLY!

I'm going to say what I feel, and if they disagree, than we can agree to disagree and leave it at that.

5 comments:

shari said...

:)KEep your resolve!

ChasingMoksha said...

Charles, you seem to be a catapillar who is only inches away from becoming a butterfly.

You go!

Chelle said...

Dang! That's hot...

Manic said...

It's a dirty word to be caring and stuff. It's not that good of a quality people claim it to be, soemtimes you just need to tell others to go dirty word themselves.

Chris said...

Damn straight, Moksha! Keep going Charles! You are growing leaps and bounds.


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