Now that I think about it, all of these rules are going to be tough.
I always hold back how I truly feel. Never expressing what I really think, while I put my head down. It may be a good thing when I am at work when I deal with customers, but it's not good when it comes to my personal/social existence. I just bottle things up and and just say Amen. When the truth is, I would rather Agree to Disagree.
If my vision of how the world looks differs from another person's, shouldn't it be my right as a living, breathing, human being to voice my opinion.
For example, there was that time when my Step-mom and my Dad were arguing over scrabble. They were arguing about a word being miss-spelled. I got frustrated and I was about to get out of my chair to go to my room, but my dad yelled at me and told me to sit down. I wanted to tell them to stop, that it was just a game, but I just sat there and dealt with it. I wondered if my dad even remembered that when I was younger, I witness my mom's former boyfriend beating her.
I always put other peoples feelings first, before mines. NO More!
I have to lift my head up and look into that person or persons eyes and say what I think PROUDLY!
I'm going to say what I feel, and if they disagree, than we can agree to disagree and leave it at that.
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