My attempt at poetry

My mind is drawing a ___________
My mind needs some exercise
My mind is playing tricks on me
My mind is looking to the blue sky


I feel lonely
I feel tired
I feel "tired"
I feel tears


When I wake up, I wish for a good day
When I wake up, I think of the past
When I wake up, I wish for memory loss
When I wake up, I miss...


I am not supposed to
listen to Rock because of my skin color
I am not supposed to
Cry because I am man
Am I not supposed to just Be


Heart
Broken by what one sister said to the youngest
Yearning
For an answer to all of the questions plaguing me
Seeing
My nephew is seeing into the future
Light
Is what I am scratching and clawing for
Happiness
is ultimately what I seek


I can't grasp
the concept
LIFE
How is one supposed to LIVE
Without further Ado
Oops Forgot the Manual
Welcome
time to Eat
Force Fed this Reality
Not Palatable to me