Monday, March 20, 2006

Am I Thinking That?

Am I
Destined to be alone
Even within my dreams

Am I
Supposed to say I'm fine
When on the inside all I hear are screams

Am I Thinking That ?

Thinking That
I will always be afraid
Thinking that
Within the depths of fear my heart awaits

Thinking That
Inside there is something special to see
Thinking That
Being timid will be the end of me

Am I Thinking That?

Why do I keep thinking that I am never going to find peace
Why do I keep thinking that I am a burden, wasting the air I breathe
Why do I keep thinking that I am going insane
So many questions, Yet I have only one brain
And One Soul

Am I thinking That?

My Heart
I am thinking that
you want freedom

My Heart
I am thinking that
You want joy

My Heart
I am thinking that
You will rise above the sorrow

My Heart
I am thinking that
Wherever there is rain sunshine will follow

Am I
Thinking That?

6 comments:

DesLily said...

doesn't it amaze you when you write something you didn't even know was inside of you? It does me.

Many of the things you think I do too.. the fear thing i have, the burden one.. (not worthy).. i just wonder where that SUNSHINE WILL FOLLOW is.. ah well..maybe on another day huh?

Stephaine said...

I think we've all been there. There are days I still am. This is really great. Great isn't the right word. Thought-provoking, emotionally stirring, or just really really good.

shari said...

Very introspective and well written.

Angelia Rian said...

Elegant, and simply perfect...

Jod{i} said...

OH MY!!!!!!!

I love this!!!!!!

Of course not the emeotion poured into it, those are powerful images Charles, yet the style and how it just poured out to this page...

Wonderful writing!

Peace

Journally Yours, Gem ;-) said...

wow! you have real hidden talent..a love of expressing what's truly in your heart...it showed up here..so Wonderful..I LOVE it!
please keep writing some more like this.
Gem :-)
P.S.
Wonderful blog.cool! you've changed it :-)