Sunday, April 15, 2007

Wishing for happier Z's

I just had what I would consider the worst nightmare this year. It doesn't make much sense so bear with me.

I'm walking through what appears to be a hallway in "school" (at least that's what I think it is), when all of a sudden I see a crowd of people. In this crowd I see a guy punch someone. It turns out to be a young woman, one who I used to know at work. I used to work with the guy too. All of a sudden the crowd gets pissed at him, and he picks her up, and walks away with her. I can visually see her crying. What happens next is even more weird. I continue to walk the hallway when I come across my brother, but not my brother. He says hi to me and I say hi back, all the while his face keeps changing, between his and someone else's. Then we part ways and I am heading downstairs via some escalators, but before that, I come to a strange coin. It's not perfectly round. Its more like an oval shape. I noticed that it had a picture of what I think was a woman on it, but I wasn't to sure. It turns out I wasn't the only one who noticed, because someone else walks up to me and asks me if they can see it. I let the person hold while they are taking a look at it. The next thing I know, he throws it to the floor. I pick it up and head outside.

Miraculously (poof), I'm outside with all of my other "classmates" standing on a huge mound of snow. Most of us are on it, but some were standing in snow on the ground. I noticed that the the young woman and the guy who punched her were smiling to each other. I also noticed that across from us there was another large mound of snow covering a building and a street sign. (I know so far this isn't scary...here it comes.)

All of a sudden things start to change. You know those jet planes that you see millionaire's have in the movies? Well I see one of those fly by us, and as it does the scenery changes. It goes from winter to Springtime at night. All of a sudden all of us are standing in front of a house, and down the street at a corner things are about to change big time. There was a house, probably as big as ours. I don't exactly remember the color, but I do remember seeing the wires branching off into another direction toward a pole and some nearby trees. The house was at a corner, at the end of our street on the left side. If it had an address it would have been listed as the other streets name.

We could see the back of the house, but not before the jet plane crashed into it. I stood there for a few seconds in disbelief. Then I decided to run towards the house. I grabbed my cellphone in panic and dialed 911. I don't even think I told them where all of this happened. I also noticed other people looking out of the windows to see what was going on. When I got there I noticed one person looking out of a broken window who look like she should have been dead. No one in the top half of the house should have survive. When the others and I got to the front of the house we saw some little children sitting out on the porch crying. I told the others to take them back to the house while we try and check for survivors. Then I woke up.

It seemed so real and so scary, but now that I'm awake thinking about, It seemed that the house should have been obliterated by the high octane fuel when the plane crashed into it. I didn't even notice any debris, and the flames weren't as bad as they should have been. Still thought it was very scary. I think next time I won't experiment with my routine before bed. One thing is for sure, I have been welcomed to insomnia land with open arms. It's 4 in the morning, and I have to start walking to work at 6am. I think I am going to sleep when I get home from work. During the daylight!

5 comments:

Chris said...

I hate dreams like that!

Chris
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shari said...

I was trying to analyze it and give my opinion, but I have absolutely no clue. I hope you don't typically have dreams that come true... ugh.

Jod{i} said...

dreams are a way our brain filters out everything we take in during ou moments of being awake. We consciously do not realize what we are inputting. Think about it....If you were to look out across a room and say focus on one thing....you are see that one thing, yet your eyes are still taking in everything else around that one thing. We work our brains a lot while awake...
Some of what can be filtered are a memory that would be triggered from some input that you arent even aware of...

:D

Now do some relzation before you go to bed....to zone, and begin the filter earlier...it may help...

Two Write Hands said...

I hope your post doesn't give me nightmares!

Jeff said...

Sometimes it is best not to try to analyze dreams. It could be your brain at play, or it could mean something. If you are meant to get something out of it, you will - eventually.